reckless.abandon.

Witnessing yourself evolve without a purposeful effort is like gazing across the void at an old house crawling with builders busy with renovations. I am still surviving this life with the same body I was born to but it’s as if my spirit is watching the modifications thru the eyes of another being. I always loved with reckless abandon. I always trusted as if everyone is as honest as I try to be. At thirty the universe decided to train me like a warrior being readied for battle. Like a rock being polished to be a smooth stone at the hands of waves and sand. I never wanted to be jaded. I loved how big my heart was. But perhaps to do greater things in life I needed to grow tougher skin. Now I’m cautious to everyone’s intent.