Divorce

The last remaining thread that connected me to my former life was broken yesterday. When I drove away from Wilmington my fiance', Joshua, and I agreed to stay together and do the long distance thing until he was done with college. Apparently we both shared similar thoughts because he called me yesterday to tell me that he wanted out of the relationship, only seconds before I was going to mention it. Though the breakup is mutual it has been very emotionally draining. Joshua was my world for almost three years and he changed my life in many ways. We have agreed to remain best friends but we all know that just isn't the same. It's going to take a few weeks at least before I can celebrate my new freedom but until then I will mourn the loss of my "marriage" to another person on this Earth. xoxoxo